I never count my steps as I pass
Along the churchyard path.
Though as I have past
By faded old gravestones
And seen the churchyard trees
Bare of summer’s leaves,
I have known all steps lead me home.
I never count my steps as I pass
Along the churchyard path.
Though as I have past
By faded old gravestones
And seen the churchyard trees
Bare of summer’s leaves,
I have known all steps lead me home.
The closing of my door.
Me Sitting alone in the twilight, on my sofa, the furry blue throw soft against my hands, listening to the companionable rain.
The friendly bookcase in the corner, packed full of books, the ting tang clock standing atop it, keeping the elephant bookends and Austrian stein company.
The ebony elephant on the cabinet, one ear slightly mauled, watches me quizzickally, far from his home in China.
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The bookcase in my bedroom, still smelling faintly of the pine forest, fuses with the scent of books.
The luxury of freshly laundered sheets against my skin.
Home. Bliss!
“Hello” you would say bouncing on your big bed excitedly. I still sense your presence in this room now quiet save for the rumble of distant traffic. Your toys are mainly packed up and gone now, sent to your new home with your mum but your presence remains.
I miss you, I miss our walks in the park recalling the two of us together walking in the rain. The rain fell as my tears do now. You are not here but your presence remains.